PROLOGUE CHAPTER - 2

Pursuant to the first narration I take the said forward from where we stopped last.

Regression means re-living specific past life incidents and progression here tentamounts to gather a faint idea of future events but again specific. This was my final conclusion after undergoing the therapy for three days.

After the third day session the mental depression started to slowly recede and energy level of the body experienced an uplift.

I also felt as if I have travelled a lot and met many intimate persons. There was a persisting feeling of chocked throat and teary eyes. But the fear had reduced.

I remembered quite well the initial steps of therapy and why not ?, my anxiety and fear level was optimum at the time of initiation.

When sadhvi ji put her hand on my forehead I definitely felt as if some pulsatile energy had penetrated in to my whole body. She with her right thumb had pressed the area between the eye brows and slowly navigated me into a hypnotic trance state.

I could hear mantra recited in a deep voice by Sadhvi ji and felt as if I was drowning in a dark deep well and suddenly felt I have reached a familiar place.

While councelling me for this therapy Sadhvi ji had told me that my voice will always be heard by you and please follow all instructions given to you.

My first trance destination was probably a residential flat which had big rooms and I had landed in its drawing room. Everything was foggy but seemed very familiar.

Almirahs, sofas and portraits on the wall - all seemed very known and familiar.

Suddenly Sadhvi ji questioned " who are you ?"

"Where have you come " ?

I felt intense mental pain to recollect the answers.

There was a big potrait of mine on the wall facing me.

"But what is my name" ?

That big mirror positioned on the wall, that almirah full of glasses and ashtrays kept at many places - as if I remembered everything.

" who am I " ?, " where have I come" ?, " this is which house of mine "? "What is my introduction " ? " which year is this " ?

Sadhvi ji intensely navigated my journey and I could get all the answers one by one.

Year ...1964

Date .... 10th October

Place.... Pedar Road

Name.... ( Not appropriate to reveal)

Suffering from acute health problems specially gastrointestinal.

Living amidst lot of emotional and mental trauma.

Completely devoid of happiness inspite of possessing all the resources.......

There were many issues of intimate relationships with many females and due to break up with one with whom the emotional bond was intense had resulted in alcohol abuse.

Every moment her absence was intensely felt......

Suddenly there is acute abdominal pain with cramps.....

I press the abdomen with both hands and run towards the gate in front.....

My bedroom is in front and it's stinking with the smell of cigarettes and tobacco smoke...

From the corner of the bed I pull a bottle and fill my mouth with a handful of pills.....

Probably with a glass of alcohol which is kept in a table nearby I try to gulp them down

gradually I am loosing my consciousness.....

A blanket of darkness is descending before the eyes.....

I want to shout but there is no energy left.....

At that moment there is a promt from Sadhvi ji to hold her hand and I burst loudly into tears and slowly every thing is fading away from my trance view.

During the said session I came to know about many past life characters and also learnt about my karmic debts and from whom I have to seek forgiveness. Also whom I have to influence to change their life paths and with whom I have to mend my relations inspite of all their insult and disdain. The sole motive is to clear all karmic debts and attain moksha or liberation and if I am not condoned then I will miss the opportunity for moksha till infinity.

This journey was similar to a dream travel but my trance actualisation had an inherent degree of event consciousness and really felt relieved from a constant mental pain.

If I interpret it in realism it was my last moments of life and the intense pain that I had experienced had penetrated in to my sub-concious mind and had manifested as chronic mental depression in the present life.

The cause of chronic ailment I suffered in the year 2000 could not be diagnosed inspite of best efforts by attending physicians but I now knew that it was my alcohol abuse in the last life that had evolved as the present disease.

This was one of the act's that I had re-lived but there were many more such acts and scenes that had transpired during that session.

I also could comprehend that the intense pain from the past life that had assimilated in the core of my sub-concious mind and it had surfaced in the form of constant clinical depression in the present life.

In the life journey post this session I could remove many inherent obsticles in the path of moksha. Taipei, Port Louis, Colombo, Arnhem, Mumbai, Bangalore, Ludhiana and most important being Bhopal. There are interesting past life stories related to each said place.

With the blessing and apt guidance from Guru I could set off the karmic debts carried from past life but during one of the condonation efforts I committed a blunder.

Since a very long stretch of narration is left till we reach Bhopal therefore I focus on the first trance episode now and it's inference in my present life.

I here refer to a famous book written by an american clinical Psychatrist Dr Brian Wess " Same Soul many bodies" by virtue of which the past life regression therapy was factually substantiated before the intelligent class of people worldwide.

As a matter of fact the said book is still under scrutiny and eventually criticised as it's often quoted as a compilation without any scientifically proven basis but on the other hand it's also doubtful how much our scientist know about the origin and functional mechanism of cosmos.

If you get an opportunity please read the said book.

Great scientist Dr Einstein had said that comprehension of cosmic mechanism should be the basis of any relegion.

One of Einstein's contemporary scientist was Nicholas Tesla and still many of his stupendous discovery and inventions are somewhat unknown to the world. Later on I will gather strength to mention superficially about his lesser known research and about special significance of numbers 369. He had stated that compilation of good deeds in many lives that we live gravitates one's soul towards salvation.

During the regression session I could identify many persons whom I had delved with and later on upon fact check their existence and I found them to be correct. The diligence to examine the fact was limited to information provided by persons who were alive and had lived through that phase.

Many a times following guru's instructions I tried to contact a past life acquaintance and found that they could hardly understand the sensitive approach mainly because they lacked the intellectual depth to interpret the issue.

But the said person categorically acknowledged that he felt quite different when we met and there was a strong persistent feeling as if he knew me from the past.

Some of them with whom I am still in contact have conferred me with the title of "soul mate".

I firmly tell them that you can detach yourself from me but you can not forget me ever because it's past life connection.

Please be my co traveller in this supposedly interesting journey because with your help I will understand "BHAKTI". Let's take a pause.......