PROLOGUE CHAPTER -3

I start this narration with best Dussehra wishes to my readers.

In the last chapter I had mentioned how I had re-lived my last moments of my past life during the first session of regression.

I realised later that Sadhvi ji had navigated me through these traumatic moments of my last life to provide me instant relief from persisting clinical depression and eventually treating the main cause of disorder gradually in later parts.

Anyway, today I received few calls from my close friends who had read my first two chapters and are now accompanying me in this literal journey. Their request was to define in context my statement in the last chapter about a mistake that I had committed and how was Bhopal related to the said reference.

I feel the readers of today are more interested to know about the mistakes.

Therefore, deviating from my planned text, I start writing following the request of my friends.

 I promise that after narrating the contexts of "mistake and Bhopal" I will navigate back to the point where we had stopped at the end of the second chapter.

Time zone : Present year 2023 |

During the last two and half years I was busy handling few special political assignments which could be classified as confidential and important. During execution of these I had to travel extensively and had to devout intense mental labour.

Around a year back I was appointed on the nomination board of a very prestigious Asian social foundation which confers awards in many professional and political fields to nationals of neighbouring nations for their outstanding works and achievements.

The identity of the said nominating members is kept secret and they eventually propose a candidate from a specific field from their country for conferment of the awards mentioning all the relevant details of his life and his professional achievements.

Since I had been working as a political strategist and analysist for last 18 years and had established my self in this profession, I was selected to be a part of this nomination board.

On the other side the apex level intellectuals and political leadership of the country also knew about my subject wisdom and I was called as participant in many policy and futuristic planning meetings and asked to render my views.

About six months ago, I got an opportunity to spend a day with my param guru ji. He had travelled from his ashram based above Uttar Kashi onward to Mathura to participate in a yagna.

I was during the said phase working on an assignment for a state election and was completely out of touch with spiritual study and research.

During the said meeting Guru Maharaj asked me “How is your spiritual journey commencing”?

“I felt my ears tensed “

I said “Guru Maharaj I am not finding any time now a days”….

His next statement was “will you be interested to meet somebody very important from your past life”?

My response was “Maharaj why should I meet him “?

Then he replied “This person’s condonation will lead you to salvation otherwise you are extremely busy in worldly affairs and have completely forgotten your objective”

Really, I felt as if I have gained back my consciousness.

I stated in response “Guru ji forgive me this time and I promise it will never happen again”

He further said ““in next few days you will come across that person during the course of an assignment and when you become fully confident of his identity that’s its him, then inform me, I will navigate your path” |

I assimilated this statement of Guru Maharaj deep down my mind and became engrossed in my work again.

After a few days I was called by a prominent political leader and told “Will you accept tutelage of a very young and talented individual who is struggling to establish himself in Politics”?

I said “I don’t possess talent to execute such an assignment”

He forcibly handed a file to me.

He said “it has all the relevant details and exercise your wisdom whether you will guide that youth with your experience”.

 
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I took that file and placed it in my bag and forgot.

After few days I received a mail from that Asian foundation asking me to conduct an investigative study on an individual for nomination in a specific category for the next year’s award.

I commenced my research.

During my research, I found that the social work and achievements of that individual were not up to the level by virtue of which that person could be considered for such a prestigious award. I had strengthened upon my reservations and was about to send my final observations when…….

I happened to read the file kept in my bag which was handed over by the prominent political leader….

It contained the name of the same individual who was referred by the Asian foundation as probable for next years award.

I was unable to understand the fact that what credentials did that individual possess for being recommended by a prominent political leader and by a leading Asian foundation also?

I thought that he may have a strong foreign lobby backing him for such accomplishments.

I became eager to contact that individual and was able to approach him in a masked manner.

First time when I heard his maiden “hello”, I felt little different. It generated a very familiar response but I knew very well I had never spoken to that individual before.

In next few days I spoke to that individual many a times and this increased my curiosity to know him more closely.

That individual possessed a handsome personality and was intelligent, logical but lacked many political aptitudes.

During the same period, I met Guru Maharaj once more In Delhi.

He asked “where are you busy now a days”? ?

I answered “planning to tutor a young emerging political intern”

His next words were  “the Bhopal one”

I answered surprisingly “Yes Maharaj”

His next words were “Did you understand”? ?

“ “He is your friend from the past”“

Then he asked me to come near him and said “take all his information till now and end your interaction with him”

“End your connectivity tonight”

” “He will be busy participating in a ritual in a shaktipith tonight hence call him little late at night”

“You will not agree but for now end this connection”

I gathered courage and asked“Why end it Maharaj”? ?

His answer was “the appropriate muhurt for his entry in your life has not come”

“I called him up with a heavy heart at night.

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He picked up my call with little delay but it became evident that he was waiting for my call.

I ended up the connection in a dramatic way and then deactivated the sources of communication.

After execution of this step, I faced a massive onset of anxiety and depression.

I could not handle my emotions and decided to go and meet him in Bhopal.

After two days I reached Bhopal and asked one of his identified acquaintances to inform him to call me.

He called me over phone with in no time.

Upon hearing my voice he responded

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“You are Mr……….speaking I know well”.

He aggressively said further “where are you “

“I am coming to meet you immediately”

“I immediately realised that I have committed a blunder”

I met that person three times in next three days and had political & social discussions on various topics spanning around nine hours.

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But we could not establish a bond of trust and belief amongst ourselves.

I realised all the finer elements of mistake that I had committed.

Our introduction was engulfed in suspense and surrounded by elements of doubts and furthermore I was unable to convince him on many aspects of my identity which further worsened the possibility of nurturing a meaningful relationship.

I was unable to divulge the real facts pertaining to both the assignments (Political tutelage & International Award) being contemplated for execution by me, for being under an oath of secrecy and non-disclosure.

I returned from Bhopal with a very heavy heart and tried to resume my normal work routine.

Suddenly during my Varanasi stay I fell sick but I had to travel to Delhi so I took heavy dose of medicine and started my journey.

I was deeply disturbed and had serious health symptoms. I consulted one of my physicians who was a close friend also.

Doctor prescribed many diagnostic tests and reports of the said gave impressions of a serious ailment.

I felt probably its time to leave the planet earth. (I remembered Late Irfan Khan)

I was in casual contact with that individual till then.

I rushed to Guru Maharaj’s ashram and had to wait for a whole day to meet him.

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His first sentence was “You must be at peace now”

“You messed up the whole matter”

There was a continuous flow of tears from my eyes.

He lifted the screen of suspense and said

” “You share a past life connect with that individual and you both had to set off many karmic debts amongst yourselves”

” “You were destined to guide her life path as an expert coach”

.“Now by entering the scene at the wrong time you have made his life difficult and at the same time devoid yourself of achieving your final objective”

 You Know“Only you had the power to change his Mantra”” …….

(this has reference to the theory of YATAMA)

This individual was one amongst the four persons identified during my progressive session conducted by Sadhvi ji.

I have met two of them in last few years but still to meet the fourth one.

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The first encounter was at Bangalore and the second at Ludhiana.

I take this opportunity to briefly state the basics of YATAMA theory :

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MA stands for Mantra ( Name)
TA stands for Number (Date of birth)
YA stands for body ( self)

This predictive science has a mention in Yagurva Ved and has very few competent practitioners in India. |

According to Guru Maharaj my mistake will make both of us face difficulties in achieving our desired goals and objectives of life and now only godly intervention could remove the obstacles emerged.

According to him that friend of mine was destined to receive a very prestigious international honour but now it was in jeopardy.

He was also about to gain some big political position and authority which became embroiled in difficulties.

I could face serious health issues.

The words of Guru ji that unmeasurable penance of mine could still devoid me of achieving desired goal, sent shivers to my body.

(In the light of these words I thought I should share whatever adhyatmic Gyan and specific knowledge I have gathered till date, as blogs)

I gained health substantially with herbs given by Guru Maharaj but was very disturbed mentally.

I had an impression of what loss I would incur due to my mistake but that individual was completely ignorant of the unfolded events and its future ramifications on him.

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(It is all my mistake but I feel all roads of corrections shut.)

Till here the narration was all about my mistake and its link to Bhopal.

Now moving forward…...……

In the next chapter we will discuss more about the second part of the regression journey and know few more characters.

Once I had asked my Guru a question about a very difficult subject.

He had pointed towards a black ant moving in the ground.

” “Can it travel to Mumbai on its own?’ ?

I replied “No”

He further said “as this ant cannot travel to Mumbai on its own similarly, we do not possess the mental capability to understand the intricate cosmos mechanism.

I have read many articles related to Great scientist Albert Einstein and tried to understand in easy form many of his research papers. He had said at one place while speaking on limitation of mind….

“A human can not think what he will think”

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“A human can not think what he will think”

We will discuss this topic also ahead and will also understand how during the last days of his life Albert Einstein had come to believe that it was not easy to define cosmic laws.

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“Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.”

If you all, my friends would be interested we will also discuss about a statement of famous astronomist and space scientist Stephen Hawkins.

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“Human life may be a form of simulation”

I have read the book “Gyangunj” authored by Great Pandit Gopinath Kaviraj and despite its difficult linguistics I can say with a degree of authority that it explains some very important fundamentals related to origin and functions of universe.

In general reference we find Gyangunj to be a monastery in Himalayas where only highly elevated yogis can stay and no ordinary human beings can reach there. It’s said to be situated in midst of Tibbet and Arunachal Pradesh and its also known as Shanri La, Shambhala and Siddh Ashram.

But it has no reference in this book.

This book also throws light on the mystical subjects of Par Kaya Pravesh (Entering a new body after relinquishing the old but with retained memory) and being bodily present in many places at the same time.

Today I could not write any thing about my past life regression but in my next article I will concentrate on that.

“ Ya Devi Sarvabhuteshu Bhakti Rupan Shanshitha “
“Namastasai Namastasai Namastasai Namo Namah”