With blessings of Lord Ganesh and Manas saint Goswami Tulsidas ji , I commence my writing series on this vlog on this fifth day of Sharadiya Navaratri 2023.
I also pray to Goddess Saraswati and express my salutations to all potential readers for travelling with me on this interesting journey.
'Yaa Devi Sarvabhooteshu Buddhi-Roopena Sansthita
Namastasyai Namastasyai Namastasyai Namo Namah' ||
Today, for the first time, I am attempting to interpret in words few of my past experiences as a story, not sure how far I will succeed in my attempt.
In the journey of life, there are several deeply sensitive events that aren't easy to weave into words or even explain, but if words and emotions align, the author can convey their feelings to the readers.
The story or memoir I'm starting begins from 2007 when I undertook a past life regression under the guidance of a highly enlightened yogini. I will mention the reasons why I undertook this journey later.
During that period, from 2006 to 2008, both my physical and mental health were severely effected and my mental depression had become so severe that life seemed almost unbearable.
In 1994 I had met a proficient astrologer whom I took as my guru and my life journey at that point of time was guided by his advice.
The sudden onset of severe mental depression had no apparent medical cause as diagnosed by physicians. The mental distress was increasing in leap and bounds with no medical solution in sight.
One day I struck up a conversation with a woman at the Delhi airport while waiting for our respective delayed flights.
For the first time, I perceived her as an ordinary middle aged woman and she appeared to be around 50 years old.
We were sitting in adjacent waiting seats, and she asked me about a book I was holding, which initiated our conversation.
The book was titled "Manishi Ki Lok Yatra" (The Life Journey of Mahamahopadhyay Pandit Gopinath Kaviraj) by Dr. Bhavani Prasad Singh.
I had purchased this book in Varanasi because I was interested in the miraculous accomplishments of Pandit Gopinath Ji, as my late maternal aunt Late Prof Dr Kiran Mishra who later became a maternal figure in my life, had told me about them on several occasions.
The intense interaction we both had during our waiting period and the level of intellect she had portrayed during the said had given me a clear impression that she was no ordinary human being. She was proficient in explaining intrique philosophy of Pandit Gopinath ji with ease and that depicted a very high level of understanding of cosmic mechanism.
अब आपको मैं इस वृत्तांत के दूसरे भाग में ले चलता हूं |
While parting ways at the destination airport of Kolkata she told me that if you want to get rid of your mental depression than send me a message on this phone number.
After spending around seven hours with sadhvi ji I felt a strong but strange attraction towards her which is difficult to express but if defined then only one word can suffice that is blissful.
Many a times during the course of discussion I felt that she was too accurate in pointing out few incidents in my past life although we had met for the first time and consequently I was also convinced that she had the ability to cure my persisting depression.
For few days I thought deeply over the request of past life therapy and spoke to my astro guru about sadhvi ji and our discussions.
Guru ji after giving a very patient hearing to my narration said that " please meet her and let me know what she prescribes as remedy".
I contacted sadhvi ji over the number she had provided at the time of parting ways at Kolkata and she met me at Kolkata for the second time at one of her disciples residence.
She advised me that to completely cure your self from this chronic clinical depression you have to undertake a session of past life regression under my guidance and navigation.
She introduced me to a very prominent Industrialist from Kolkata who was her disciple and her host when ever she visited Kolkata and had undergone this therauptic session.
I was in dilema for few days thinking deeply over whether I should undertake this session or not and whether it was really possible that an individual can see and feel past life incidents and happenings.
At last I decided that I will undertake this past life regression session under the guidance of this learned sadhvi.
After the date was mutually decided I reached Haridwar for four days stay.
I was glad to be there. I was visiting Haridwar after about a decade. Mountains have their own music. Only those who have heard it can understand.
In 2000, I suffered from a serious illness and from a medical perspective, it can be said that I was reborn.
I have had a deep interest in astrology since a very young age and many times, while considering my horoscope, looking at the dangerous planetary positions and combinations pertaing to life span, I wondered if I would survive those dashas ?
Anyway, I survived and my unshakable faith was cemented on my guru-like astrologer.
Although I have been with the guru since 1994, during that time I witnessed some incidents that made me believe that he has some supernatural and special powers, which he sometimes uses for selective disciples.
I was instructed to reach a residence on the Rishikesh route from Haridwar, which seemed to be a mostly deserted place.
Sadhvi ji was present there with an assistant. After preparing me mentally, my past life session began.
Past life therapy is based on two theories, the first is reincarnation and the second one is the law of karma.
My journey was being taken from the perspective of reincarnation. The implication was that humans are born again until they have fully developed their soul.
During past life regression, some specific questions are asked to the person in a hypnotic state in a specific style and by activating his subconscious mind some old events are re-enacted.
In the therapy session , sadhvi ji navigated me on two trajectories. The first was regression that is to see the events of the previous birth that are causing me pain in the present.
The second was progression that is to feel the events that will help me reach the state of liberation.
I would like to state firmly the fact that sadhvi ji was was not a trained clinical psychiatrist or a hypnosis expert.
But,
She was an extremely evolved and accomplished yogini who was proficient in kriya yoga.
My (past life regression & future progression pertaining to specific life incidents that can change the outcome in life) i.e. my journey of some parts of my previous life and some experiences of the future (which were very limited) and through them the conclusion of life could be changed, lasted for about three days.
In three days, a total of 16 hours of sleep hypnosis was done and many surprising facts came to light.
The reason for the unexplained depression going on in my life was revealed. The connection of many people in my current life with my previous birth was revealed and I also felt the presence of some soul buddies and friends who will come in my life in the future.
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जीवन की अग्रिम घटनाओं का आभाष अत्यंत रोमांचक था |
Sadhvi ji decided to conduct this progression therapy when she felt that some unexpected events had happened in my life during my serious illness phase in 2000.
Was there some supernatural power behind this?
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Well written … सरल भाषा में।